Entries from April 2006

April 23, 2006

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Isn’t it always those last few seconds when that old familiar panic explodes in your stomach and you avert your gaze so that he can’t see your too-bright eyes. When you feel that fluttering wishful bird caged in your chest beating its wings and straining to break free. When suddenly, you feel like a child [...]

April 23, 2006

Glummin

April 21, 2006

Sasuke

Okay I realise this is mildly psychotic but I love love love love love my little lion cub that Tim brought back from South Africa!!!!!!! If you dunno what his name means then you obviously don’t watch Naruto and I don’t recommend you start, because you will become a Naruto-head (aka Tim) and watch Naruto [...]

April 20, 2006

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If English is losing its englishness to those to whom it is native, what more can be said for the rest of the world?

April 17, 2006

Home

Though it may be en vogue to bitch about Singapore, my own critique of it has always been tempered with a fondness that’s hard to scratch. Perhaps the country has been especially kind to me, its weather notwithstanding, because my memories of it are inevitably sepia toned and comfortingly nostalgic.
In a past that’s not so [...]

April 13, 2006

The Land of Lost Letters

(for Father Keane)
When a weary postman slips
And the letters go flying
When a bag is mistaken for another
And smilingly slung over a shoulder
When in haste two letters adhere
Slotted into the same mailbox
Then they reach that faded, fabled land
The land of lost letters
Dog-eared, torn and forlorn
Sifting endlessly,
A forest of white leaves
A carpet of postcards, an ocean of [...]

April 12, 2006

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i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon [...]

April 10, 2006

New York

You’d be so easy to love
Easy to idolize all others above

So worth the yearning for
So swell to keep the home fire burning for
And we would be so grand at the game
Carefree together that it does seem a shame
That you can’t see your future with me
‘Cause you’d be so easy to [...]

April 4, 2006

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NY has been a blast so far. Except today I just feel completely depressed. Don’t feel like going back to Southampton.