outside my window, the snow lies in drifts of blue and white. peaceful and soft as it is hard and unyielding. but it cannot fill the void in my heart. blood and strips of flesh. wistful. fading. in this dusty backwater of the library- old books, seemingly forgotten, yet remembered as my fingers now trace [...]
Entries from February 2007
February 25, 2007
In the spirit of games and fun
I was surfing aimlessly today…procrastinating as usual when I remembered that I needed to stock up on underthings. So I hopped over to Bodas, the online equivalent of my favourite lingerie purveyor along London’s Ledbury Rd (in the Notting Hill area where I dragged an unwitting Tim one afternoon). They make the ONLY bras that [...]
February 25, 2007
somebody stop me!
I’ve been on a sweet-toothed rampage and I can’t stoppp!!!
Just stuck my greedy little fingers (again) into my precious tub of Canele Strawberry & Passionfruit Marshmallows. Ooh those fat soft marshy blobs of flavour are so addictive. Passionfruit in particular. *sigh* I just attempted to put it further away from my desk but it’s so [...]
February 24, 2007
Catharsis
Who knew that blogging was this cathartic? Short of standing in the middle of a crowded street and screaming my head off, a cyber tirade seems to do the trick surprisingly well. So, see- I’m burying the hatchet in this already overcrowded hatchet graveyard (that is my heart). Okay enough with the emo.
Wood fired neapolitan [...]
February 24, 2007
No wonder I’m so thin- dinner = 1 apple.
Today, I gazed down from the top floor of Centrepoint and there was this overcoming desire to up and jump over the ledge. It was scary, as if someone was pushing me, pushing my will to hurl myself over. I know I wouldn’t have jumped but my [...]
February 24, 2007
Have concluded that my favourite tea indulgence is a lushly buttered hot raisin toast washed down with a frothy chai vanilla latte. Dome still makes the best raisin toasts. It was so satisfying.
February 21, 2007
zzzzz
Sorry bout my internet indolence… the past few days have been quite a whirlwind what with the endless feasting and visiting…speaking of which, some new friends have made themselves quite at home, in our frangipani tree to be exact. A swarm of bees descended on our garden yesterday and settled into a nest of buzzing, [...]
February 17, 2007
dongdongdongqiang
Inspired by Curse of the Golden Flower, my mom has heaped chrysanthemum flowers on every available surface. We have pyramids of mandarins everywhere! It’s madness. Okay. Our house is officially the emperor’s summer Chrysanthemum Palace or something.
Oh and guess what? My brother really loves me. Today when we were playing farm animals in the [...]
February 16, 2007
I should sleep
Hello sleepy 2.15am world…
Second night running that I’ve been up at this unearthly hour (it is for me- darling Marian is snoring lightly beside me) It just kind of occurred to me that there are quite a lot of nice people in the world. Take my M&O group for instance- they are mostly year one [...]
February 14, 2007
am now lesbian. on valentine’s day- that’s saying something.
I’m totally in love with Tim’s I C F tutor. She has lesbianified me. Tim Schim…. okay lah he may occasionally join us for threesomes. (wah Tim zuan4 dao4! Nubile SYT and Hot Experienced Older Woman) But on the whole, I’m not wild about sharing her. Go away all you lovestruck I C F boys!!!! [...]